do you ever get so disgusted with yourself, like you can not believe how stupid and thoughtless you are and it’s so frustrating because you keep telling yourself that you’ll do better next time but then next time rolls around and the same thing keeps happening and you end up in this pattern of mediocrity.
That one weird person in highschool
I feel this so hard
Can you ask for someone to help you?I think I worked out a plan that I can get most of it done, but yeah, I will talk to my cooperating teacher tomorrow and see if she can help me because I forgot that class on Tuesdays always messes me up in some way and leaves me falling behind. Ughhh. But yes, I think I worked out a plan to fix the problem.
Oh man did I just fuck myself over. Grades are due by Wednesday at noon and tomorrow I am going to get about 75 students’ sketchbook assignments to grade in one night all after 8 PM because I have class too tomorrow. Why do I even bother trying to think I will get out of this with my sanity in tact?
someone save me from the nightmare that is the next two weeks of my life
I say that I “hate people” but really I’m just too lazy to say “My social anxiety makes me feel extremely uncomfortable and awkward around other people therefore I find it difficult to socialize with them.”
I say that I “hate life”, but really, I’m just too lazy to say “The challenges that I am currently facing, combined with my fears about the future are bringing me down, therefore I find it difficult to motivate myself.”